OMG! So amazing Mirage. I love your writing. The way you bring them in gahhhh I'm envious. She puts her hands on the table kind of aggravated and Jarod just covers her hands... so simple and so beautiful. I need more. I got some questions about The Pretender in general if you can asnwer them.. like why did Jarod run if he was a genius and could have exposed the Centre? I already emailed you but no response yet. Please. Or check your email..
Author's Response:
Why did Jard run? Jarod's creators are far better equipped to answer that one than I. I assume you're writing a story and want to brainstorm with someone? And you couldn't find anyone else and have settled for me? I'll bite.
The most obvious the reason that instantly comes to my mind is Jarod knew, considering the nature of the simulations, that certain powerful entities (CIA, NSA, DOD) with dubious histories were well aware of the Centre's existence and probably held contracts with them and that they perhaps even conceived the Centre or some aspect of the Pretender project (not as far-fetched as people want to believe it is) and would likely have done anything (including kill) to ensure that the Centre and its misdeeds escaped scrutiny and evaded accountability.
Jarod maybe didn't know who to trust or he deduced (correctly) that most authorities couldn't be trusted or perhaps that certain low level or ignorant law enforcement officials could be trusted but would likely be promptly assassinated should they learn the truth and be naive enough to try to expose the Centre.
Jarod would have been risking the lives of innocent police officers and Federal agents. (Another thought: he felt guilty and feared the world would consider him culpable as well- victim blaming is real; victim self-blaming is real.)
Jarod might have shared the information he had with the world via livestream, etc. on his own, risking only himself, but that might have endangered Sydney and Miss Parker (or at least resulted in them spending the remainder of their lives in prison) - I believe he had some complex feelings for them and that maybe his feelings sometimes guided his decisions.
Also, even if Jarod had 'leaked' the information to the world the Centre had their well-established narrative-- "he's a mental patient"; "his parents were killed"; "the poor orphan" (people love to smear the truth-tellers- as I type this people are smearing a woman for finally speaking her truth) and they likely have decades of documentation to support that narrative (because they are, after all, the Centre) (you know they have decades of video that can be cleverly edited and it would have enabled them to easily dismiss his claims). Jarod then would have been considered dangerously unstable and EVERYONE would have been searching for him in some massive clusterfuck of a manhunt and that would have made it impossible for him to remain free, find employment, find his real parents, answers, etc..
I've wondered before if Jarod wanted to maybe slay the beast from within or was coerced to infiltrate because none of the above avenues were attractive. It's a relatively easy theory to float after all Sydney, Angelo, Miss Parker (people INSIDE the Centre) often help Jarod find the answers he seeks. Of course, with Miss Parker it's usually a quid pro quo-- Jarod, I believe, anticipated Parker's unwillingness to help him do anything (except return to his cell) and found and raided all of Catherine's strong boxes. Why else would Jarod have raided Catherine's strong boxes? He certainly didn't hand over to Miss Parker the diary he found. He gives her just enough to keep her absolutely starving for more.
Why?
Because he needs leverage---- I guess (and I know that sounds horrible but only if you consider Jarod a "good" person, someone that would never ever be similar to Lyle, a guy who is despicable and removes people's organs from their bodies---- but then we recall that, like Lyle, Jarod straight up abducted, sedated, and removed a man's kidney despite the man's pleas. I don't like good/bad labels. If we use those we have to face some hard truths: Either Jarod and Lyle are both incredibly bad. Or Lyle and Jarod are both good).
The information Jarod collects and parcels out to Miss Parker is the quid in the quid pro quo, the something Jarod can offer Miss Parker for the something she must discover for him from within the belly of the beast.
Another thought is we know that he discovered pretty early on that the Centre lied about the identity of his parents (episode one) and maybe he assumed that if the info wasn't in the stolen DSAs it might be inside Raines' head or somewhere else. He had a lot of questions whose answers might have never been revealed by legally and successfully exposing the Centre.
Rather than face prison Raines might have ended his life taking answers to his grave- those bible-tapping types love to imprison others, but, hypcocrites that they are, become terrified by the prospect of being locked up. Those are my initial thoughts on the matter.
Also, Miss Parker did say that Jarod enjoyed the drama.
I know you can probably think of a hundred more of these that are more plausible and intriguing and I'm sorry to cut the brainstorm short.
I look forward to reading your fics and theories, Chloe.