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Hole In My Heart

There’s a giant hole in my heart where my mother and fathers love should have been and where the love of my siblings should have been. There’s a hole in my heart that will never be mended by anybody because you can’t put my heart back together. It all started when the Centre stold me from my bed in the dead of night. Taken to a building that would be my home for years and years.

There’s a hole in my heart where Miss Parker’s love should have been. She did love him when they were children, but then her father felt that they were getting to close he decided to split them apart. I would love to kiss her, but I know that she would never let me.

There’s a hole in my heart where Sydney’s love should have been. I would have loved for him to say that he thought of me as his son, but he has a son. A son that he never would have known about if I didn’t tell him about it. I still want him to tell me that he loved me like a son, but he never will. He doesn’t love me like a son even if he knew me longer.

Disclaimers: “The Pretender” and its characters don’t belong to me they belong to TNT and NBC and are being used without permission. Please don’t sue because I have no money.

Hole In My Heart

There’s a hole in my heart where my Mother’s love should have been. I remember the days that we would spend together and we would talk, or she would read to me. I loved the way she brushed her hair and loved it when she brushed mine. She was my life until she was shot dead in the elevator, or at least I thought she was. That was until we found out that Raines shot her after giving birth to Ethan. Nothing could mend that hole.

There’s a hole in my heart where my Father’s love should have been. I’m not sure if he ever loved me. Now all he thinks of me as his little puppet that will dance to whatever tune he wants me to dance to. He wants me to bring Jarod back to where he belongs, but I don’t really know if I want to do that.

There’s a hole in my heart where Jarod should be. I love him and I’ve loved him ever since we were younger. It makes me sad to think that I hate him, but I don’t. I would love to kiss him again, but I don’t know if he would let me.

Disclaimers: “The Pretender” and its characters don’t belong to me they belong to TNT and NBC and are being used without permission. Please don’t sue because I have no money.

Hole In My Heart

There’s a hole in my heart where my brother should be, but can never be again because he’s gone. I would love to see him again even it is to tell me how they got the kids they were using to do simulations. How they got Jarod and the other kids like him. I wished that I would have listened to him and left with Mrs. Parker, Miss Parker and Jarod in tow. If I did maybe Mrs. Parker would still be alive.

There’s a hole in my heart when I think of Jarod and the pain that he had been in when he was in the Centre. It pains me to think that Jarod thinks that I don’t love him like a son. I love him more than my own son because I’ve seen him grow up from a four year old to the kind and caring man he is now. I wish I could say how happy and proud of him I am, but I can’t.

There’s a hole in my heart where Michelle and Nicolas should be. I loved Michelle when she was here at the Centre, but then she left without a trace. I never knew where she was because the Centre told her to leave me because I had Jarod to take care of.