ooh they are hot together but I always thought they'd be so messy together. Hot and messy. A hot messy.

Yep. I'm in love with this story in so many ways. It just hits perfectly. I love it.

Oh, my GOD I Know that song. I KNOW IT. It's Peabo Bryson. If Ever You're In My Arms Again... this time I'll love you much better... there's something between us that won't ever leave us there's ...... A second once in a lifetime isn't too much to ask.... awwwwwhhh. I love that damn song! I belt that jam on my morning commute and people be looking like wth.

I know what it is yougun. You see a doctor regularly don't you? That doctor is probably about oh, 60? Right? I'm right? And loves the old songs? They have satellite 80s much? You probably see another OLDER doctor too that likes the 50s and 60s. Music education and healthcare all in one right?

Or you shop? I guess everyone goes shoppig? I hear Foreigner everytime I shop. I know all of the lyrics to all of the 70s and 80s tunes because of doctors, dentists, and kroger.

It was that sitting on a pebble by the river song today while shopping for pasta. Lord.

They be killing me (NOT SOFTLY) at shops, They played THat WAS Yesterday by Foreigner twice one time while I was shopping, damn those glitches in the satelite radio matrix and I had learned the song by the end of the shopping trip. lol.

Doctors/dentists/stores: you missed the 70s abd 80s and thought you could escape it, but here you go, no Taylor or Duo LIpa for you, instead have some Sitting On A Pebble By The River Playing Guitar WONDERing if we're ever gonna get THAT Far bro is Killing Me (NOT Softly) with HIS song.

I like all of the music too. That's the werid thing. I'm a Taylor fan too tho.

This whole chapter is brlliant. I mean damn..

"never enough to forget his touch and just how much she hated his touch.

And just how badly she craved his touch—as if it was something illegal, snagged off the street, injected into a vein.

The cure was the curse; the curse was the cure."

Fucking amazing.

More of my favorite parts of this are coming up. SO excited. It's like reading it the first time all over again!!

Eeeks. I love it.

OOh, when Jarod confronts her here, the last line, I feel like I am the characters, or I feel like I am Miss Parker, or like I know what it's like to be in her shoes and my stomach is like twisted out like a mop ...with like... fear and being caught doing wrong things. I feel big sympathy for Miss Parker. She loves him and doesn't want to and can't help but to and wants to prove she's strong and... it's just like her, too. You nail it.

The best. And That last line. Damn babygirl! YOu are the best.

Yeah. Houdini. NICE! They are really .. toxic and complicating...I can see this happening. I was SURE that it would happen on the series, on tv. I was so sure and so disappointed that it didn't happen. You made my thoughts and dreams a reality HERE. Thank you my sweet author famdimly.

oooh the lowkey flirting between Miss Parker and Brootsy baby. In another univerese they hook up. Easily. I see it so vividly. I love the Jarod's family isn't all sticky finger perfect. Ugh. You keep it real. I love this story. Have I said that already?

"It's not simple, Jarod," Parker argued. "How are you ever going to find out who you are if you keep pretending to be someone you aren't?"

Where is the lie? Bro won't never figure it out if he keeps wearing a different face. Snap, Jarod only thought he killed Mr. Parker. I was afraid it was Jarod lying with no drugs responsible, but he meant to do it. Parker is wishing Jarod had actually shot him and killed him. She couldn't shoot her Daddy and that's disappointing in some ways but true to her character because girlfriend behaves like she's had her brain drycleaned each time Mr. Parker does something terrible. She forgets by the next episode lol gotta love craig and steve.

Children aren't that forgiving nowadays. We call parents out on their bullshit and cut them out of our lives like we got a brain.

Oh, bonus points for Parker being honest and saying, 'NO" when Jbro asks if she's allright. Girlfriend's not all right. Exciting chapter. I'm glad I don't have to wait for updates. Shout out to completed stories. You have many. Thank GODDDesses.

Ooh oh my god I love that Parker jerked Jarod around, making him run in circles and do the little dance for a change. Love it!

Sydney sees through her and she knows it and I can't even.. I'm glad I have time to settle in for a few good reads.