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Love Me
by Princess of Darkness
Why is that you hate me?
We used to be so close to each other.
We played, laughed and cried together.
What changed that?
We used to love each other.
I don' t know why you don't love me anymore, but I still love you.
I loved you and still love you enough to give you up.
Yes, that's right I did. I almost lost you for good.
When I hooked you up with Thomas, I was happy that you were happy and sad because you loved Thomas and not me.
But because I loved you enough, I let you be happy.
When I saw you so happy with him, I hated him for it.
Yes, I actually hated someone so much it was eating me up inside.
Sometimes I wish I had never set you two up.
Sometimes I wanted to blow the whistle on the whole deal.
But I didn’t.
You stopped me without even been aware.
I would hear Thomas talk about you.
How happy you were.
And I would see it when I saw you. Your smile. Your laugh. Your eyes.
When they took him away from you I was happy and sad. Happy because it gave me a chance with you again, and sad because you weren't happy anymore.
No more smiles. No more laughter. Your eyes had died. A part of your soul had died.
A part that I had never touched or seen.
I felt guilty when I saw your pain.
Seeing what I would have caused if I meddled in to rip you two apart.
They did it for me. The Centre. Your father. Raines.
It's funny how you're always on my mind.
Even when I was with them you were.
I tried to love them like you loved Thomas. To pay you back. But I couldn't. It wasn’t in me to do that to you, even if you didn’t realize I was doing it.
They couldn't take your place.
No one could ever take your place.
You're my other half. I wish you would realize that and come back to me.
I wish I could tell you how much I love you and not have to you laugh at me. When you laugh at me, I shrug it off and act like it doesn’t bother me. But it does. It always has. And I suppose always will if you never love me again.
All I ever want is for you to love me again.
And from this day forward, I promise that I won't stop until you love me again.
Which makes you my new pretend.
A pretend which is going to challenge me, hunt me and haunt me until I get it right.
But I will. I have all the time in the world.
The End
Tell me what you think. As I said this is my second Fic ever and I want to know if it sucks. Feedback please: princess2881985@yahoo.com
by Princess of Darkness
Why is that you hate me?
We used to be so close to each other.
We played, laughed and cried together.
What changed that?
We used to love each other.
I don' t know why you don't love me anymore, but I still love you.
I loved you and still love you enough to give you up.
Yes, that's right I did. I almost lost you for good.
When I hooked you up with Thomas, I was happy that you were happy and sad because you loved Thomas and not me.
But because I loved you enough, I let you be happy.
When I saw you so happy with him, I hated him for it.
Yes, I actually hated someone so much it was eating me up inside.
Sometimes I wish I had never set you two up.
Sometimes I wanted to blow the whistle on the whole deal.
But I didn’t.
You stopped me without even been aware.
I would hear Thomas talk about you.
How happy you were.
And I would see it when I saw you. Your smile. Your laugh. Your eyes.
When they took him away from you I was happy and sad. Happy because it gave me a chance with you again, and sad because you weren't happy anymore.
No more smiles. No more laughter. Your eyes had died. A part of your soul had died.
A part that I had never touched or seen.
I felt guilty when I saw your pain.
Seeing what I would have caused if I meddled in to rip you two apart.
They did it for me. The Centre. Your father. Raines.
It's funny how you're always on my mind.
Even when I was with them you were.
I tried to love them like you loved Thomas. To pay you back. But I couldn't. It wasn’t in me to do that to you, even if you didn’t realize I was doing it.
They couldn't take your place.
No one could ever take your place.
You're my other half. I wish you would realize that and come back to me.
I wish I could tell you how much I love you and not have to you laugh at me. When you laugh at me, I shrug it off and act like it doesn’t bother me. But it does. It always has. And I suppose always will if you never love me again.
All I ever want is for you to love me again.
And from this day forward, I promise that I won't stop until you love me again.
Which makes you my new pretend.
A pretend which is going to challenge me, hunt me and haunt me until I get it right.
But I will. I have all the time in the world.
The End
Tell me what you think. As I said this is my second Fic ever and I want to know if it sucks. Feedback please: princess2881985@yahoo.com
