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Disclaimer: The Pretender is not mine…let’s repeat this to ourselves…The Pretender is not mine…The Pretnder is not mine…I’ve brainwashed you all now. By the way, as long as the characters continue to live in my head, they’re a part of me and so, in some small way, they are mine.

Summary: Jarod and Ms. Parker exchange poems via the internet as he tries to convince her to end the chase.

Author’s Note: This chapter immediately follows the first one so keep track of the To and Froms from the last chapter and how they flow into this one.

If I Stumble

By Bec-Bec

Chapter 2

To: Romeo

From: Juliet

You Don’t Have To Die

You don’t have to die.

It doesn’t have to end with you dying.

You can find someone else.

You can still love.

Love someone else.

Leave me and love another.

Leave me and live.

Don’t die for me.

To: Juliet

From: I’ll Always Die For You

I’d Die For You Anyday

I’d die for you anyday.

That’s why I offered to come back.

That’s why I’ll come back.

But only if…

Only if you come away.

I’ll come back to take you with me.

I’ll come back to take you away.

Come away.

I’ll come back,

If you come away.

To: My Love

From: I Can’t Come

You Have To Go

You have to go.

You have to leave.

You can’t come back.

It’s not safe to come back.

Go and be free.

Live and be free.

To: Please

From: There Is No Freedom

Hah, Free

Hah, free.

Free does not exist.

My heart is not free of you.

My heart will never be free of you.

Please, Parker.

Please.

To: Freedom Fighter

From: If You Love Me, Let Go

Let Go

Let go.

Let go of me.

If you love me, let go.

I love you, so let go.

I’m an illusion that cannot be.

Please, Jarod.

Take your freedom.

Use it well.

Don’t look for me.

Don’t come for me.

Only you can be free.

To:You

From: Me

What If I Trade Me For You?

What if I trade me for you?

What if you run away,

And I come back?

What if I let them take me?

What if I stay with them?

Would you leave?

Would you please leave?

To: You

From: Tired

I’m Tired of This Game

I’m tired of this game.

It’s such a shame,

That you won’t go.

Just go and leave.

Why won’t you just go and leave?

It can’t be you for me.

I’m already theirs.

You never were.

Go, please.

Just go.

To: You’re Not Theirs

From: I’m not Theirs

We Don’t Belong To Them

We don’t belong to them.

We never did.

We never will.

But I could belong to you.

I want to belong to you.

I want you to belong to me.

Don’t make it goodbye.

Don’t let this be goodbye.

I hate the word goodbye.

To:You

From: Forever the Ice Queen

Go

Go.

Just go the hell away.

You are so stubborn,

And so foolish.

Go away.

To: You

From: Never

I Don’t Go Away

I don’t go away.

It doesn’t work that way.

It never has.

I’ve always been there.

You know I’ve always been there.

I’ll never go away.

Just come with me.

It’s so easy,

To just say yes,

And come with me.

To: Never Leaves

From: Ms. P

It’s Never Easy

It’s never easy.

Nothing is easy.

I can’t just drop everything.

I can’t just leave.

They’d find us.

They’d kill us.

Or worse,

They’d kill you,

And I’d be left alone.

I’m always alone.

To: Lonely Parker

From: Lonely Jarod

You Were Never Alone

You were never alone.

You’ll never walk alone.

‘When you walk through a storm…

Keep your head up high

And don’t be afraid of the dark.’

I’ve always been with you.

Didn’t you know?

Couldn’t you tell?

To: You Cannot Be

From: I Cannot Be

Yes…I Could

Yes…I could.

But I can’t come with you.

Leave me.

Go now.

Leave me.

…go.

…now.

To: My Parker

From: Your Jarod

Why Do You…

Why do you make it end this way?

Why does it end this way?

Why does it always end this way?

Why does it almost make sense that it ends this way?

‘It make sense that it should happen this way.

That the sky should break,

And the earth should shake.

As if to say,

Sure it all matters,

But in such an unimportant way.

As if to say,

Fly away,

Sweet Bird of Prey.

Fly fly away.

Nothing can stand in your way.

Sweet bird,

If you knew the words,

I know that you’d say,

Fly.

Fly away.

It makes sense that it should hurt in this way.

That my heart should break,

And my hands should shake.

As if to say,

Sure it don’t matter,

Except in the most important ways.

As if to say,

Fly away,

Sweet Bird of Prey.

Fly fly away.

I won’t stand in your way.

Sweet bird,

If you knew the words,

I know that you’d say,

Fly.

Fly away.

It makes sense that it should feel this way.

That you slowly fade,

And yet still remain.

As if to say,

Everything matters in such and invisible way.

As if to say,

It’s okay.

Fly away.’

Parker, please fly away.

I’ll stay,

You fly away.



Author’s Note: The song You’ll Never Walk Alone is from the musical Carousel. I haven’t seen the movie in a while and I don’t remember the lyrics, so I hope they’re right. The song Fly Away belongs to Poe. It’s an amazing song. It just made me think of Parker and Jarod. Does this end? Need feedback and ideas! Please review! Or it ends with goodbye.









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