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Andrea
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Everything was coming back to me
Tears streamed down my face
So hard I could barely see
Everything
*****
Catherine's death
Faith's death
Tommy's death
*****
Tommy had been right, I thought bitterly. I don't have a life; I have the life that has been made for me, defined for me. I hunt Jarod around the world, trying to take away the thing that means most to him: freedom
Freedom from the Centre
Something I will never have
Unless Jarod gives up his own beloved freedom to set me free from my servitude
He did it once to save my life
Will he do it again?
I remember trying to save my father, somebody who never really cared about me
Blind devotion
It's true what they say
Blood runs thicker than water
Blood is the only thing that keeps our family together
Parkers
To Daddy, being a Parker is something to be proud of
A Parker founded the Centre; a Parker will keep this hellish place going
Lyle
Is he really my brother? Or did he just fix the lab results?
Angelo
The Empath who could be my brother; I wish he was
Maybe Daddy faked the results...could he live with such a man-creature as his son?
Lyle my be a pschyopathic serial killer but Angelo was destroyed by Raines
It wasn't his fault
What I have done is my fault
I willingly killed people to rise in the Centre
I didn't have to do it
But I did
Once, I never would have worked here
Now I search daily, trying to take away the happiness of my only friend
Does he even count me as a friend anymore?
Or am I only the Huntress to him?
I glance at myself in the mirror
I cannot believe the reflection
My eyes are red, puffy; my entire face streaked with tears
I haven't cried for years
Even when I was shot, I just took the pain
I never show emotion, feeling; I'm always in control
I must have been crying for longer than I thought
That's what happens
When you hold everything back
Don't allow yourself to feel
To grieve
To hope
To wish
To dream
When you hold everything back; never let yourself feel
Never let it get to you
Façade
I hide behind the façade I have devloped over the years
The icy shell I never drop
It has become my true nature
I cannot remember the innocent little girl I used to be
It is harder to be nice than to be mean
It is easier to hide behind the façade
To let myself be unfeeling
To be a bitch
To be hated
To want to stay at the Centre
To want to capture Jarod
When really inside I want to love
I want to be loved
But instead I hide
Tommy I loved, but I couldn't tell him everything
Jarod is the only one in whom I can confide
The only one to whom I can bare my soul
Closing my eyes I let myself feel the tears
*****
Monday night I feel so low
Count the hours they go so slow
I know the sound of your voice
Can save my soul
City lights, streets of gold
Look out my window to the world below
Moves so fast and feels so cold
And I'm all alone
Don't let me die
I'm losing my mind
Baby just give me a sign
And now that you're gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can't go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you
I can't sleep and I'm up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life
Don't let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how
And now that you're gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can't go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you
Don't let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how
And now that you're gone
Who am I without you now
I can't go on
I just wanna be with you
And now that you're gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can't go on
I just wanna be with you
Wanna be with you
*****
Catherine
Faith
Tommy
*****
They killed them all...
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Jarod: You spend way too much time in cemeteries, Miss Parker.
Parker: They killed them all. And for what? Power? Control?
Jarod: What will you do now?
Parker: I'm going to grieve. I'm going to stand here and remember all the good things I had.
Jarod: And then?
Parker: I'm going to wait until they think it's all forgotten, find out who did this and make them pay.
Jarod: Don't stop searching for those missing pieces, Miss Parker. If you do, you'll never find what you're looking for.