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Tears 1/ 1
Andrea




Disclaimer: The Pretender is owned by NBC/MTM, Enrique Iglesias owns "Be With You, and NBC/MTM owns the lines from "Wake Up." I own the words.

Special thanks go to Schuyler, my loyal subordinate/bodyguard



Everything was coming back to me

Tears streamed down my face

So hard I could barely see

Everything

*****

Catherine's death

Faith's death

Tommy's death

*****

Tommy had been right, I thought bitterly. I don't have a life; I have the life that has been made for me, defined for me. I hunt Jarod around the world, trying to take away the thing that means most to him: freedom

Freedom from the Centre

Something I will never have

Unless Jarod gives up his own beloved freedom to set me free from my servitude

He did it once to save my life

Will he do it again?

I remember trying to save my father, somebody who never really cared about me

Blind devotion

It's true what they say

Blood runs thicker than water

Blood is the only thing that keeps our family together

Parkers

To Daddy, being a Parker is something to be proud of

A Parker founded the Centre; a Parker will keep this hellish place going

Lyle

Is he really my brother? Or did he just fix the lab results?

Angelo

The Empath who could be my brother; I wish he was

Maybe Daddy faked the results...could he live with such a man-creature as his son?

Lyle my be a pschyopathic serial killer but Angelo was destroyed by Raines

It wasn't his fault

What I have done is my fault

I willingly killed people to rise in the Centre

I didn't have to do it

But I did

Once, I never would have worked here

Now I search daily, trying to take away the happiness of my only friend

Does he even count me as a friend anymore?

Or am I only the Huntress to him?

I glance at myself in the mirror

I cannot believe the reflection

My eyes are red, puffy; my entire face streaked with tears

I haven't cried for years

Even when I was shot, I just took the pain

I never show emotion, feeling; I'm always in control

I must have been crying for longer than I thought

That's what happens

When you hold everything back

Don't allow yourself to feel

To grieve

To hope

To wish

To dream

When you hold everything back; never let yourself feel

Never let it get to you

Façade

I hide behind the façade I have devloped over the years

The icy shell I never drop

It has become my true nature

I cannot remember the innocent little girl I used to be

It is harder to be nice than to be mean

It is easier to hide behind the façade

To let myself be unfeeling

To be a bitch

To be hated

To want to stay at the Centre

To want to capture Jarod

When really inside I want to love

I want to be loved

But instead I hide

Tommy I loved, but I couldn't tell him everything

Jarod is the only one in whom I can confide

The only one to whom I can bare my soul

Closing my eyes I let myself feel the tears

*****

Monday night I feel so low
Count the hours they go so slow
I know the sound of your voice
Can save my soul
City lights, streets of gold
Look out my window to the world below
Moves so fast and feels so cold
And I'm all alone

Don't let me die
I'm losing my mind
Baby just give me a sign

And now that you're gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can't go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you

I can't sleep and I'm up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life

Don't let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how

And now that you're gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can't go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you

Don't let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how

And now that you're gone
Who am I without you now
I can't go on
I just wanna be with you

And now that you're gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can't go on
I just wanna be with you
Wanna be with you


*****

Catherine

Faith

Tommy

*****

They killed them all...

*****

Jarod: You spend way too much time in cemeteries, Miss Parker.
Parker: They killed them all. And for what? Power? Control?
Jarod: What will you do now?
Parker: I'm going to grieve. I'm going to stand here and remember all the good things I had.
Jarod: And then?
Parker: I'm going to wait until they think it's all forgotten, find out who did this and make them pay.
Jarod: Don't stop searching for those missing pieces, Miss Parker. If you do, you'll never find what you're looking for.











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