I'm bending not breaking

I'm twisting not turning

I'm doing every thing I'm told

except obaying you

I'm living when I should be dieing

Why are you leaving me this way

tempting me to thank you

for all this pain I have to pay

I'll lie if you want the truth

I'll tell you I'd rather die

But I don't want my life to end

Save me from this pretend

I'm tired of the torture

The pain that corrupts my mind

What kind of monstor

could make me wish I'd want to die